PiNK

have YOU seen her?

2005-06-23T17:25:00.000-07:00

she ain't LOST...
but if U find her...
U know what to do!

Sensational

2005-06-17T11:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to the June-oirs!

Father's Day is coming up this Sunday!

I can't wait for that day... wooooohoo!!!

Filipino Fiesta 2005 in San Francisco will be on June 19! Wowowee would be there too... we ain't going there, but we'll watch it live on TV! Best of luck to the Amboys & Amgirls auditioning for the next Star Circle Quest! And to the participants in the Wowowee game shows, Willy of Fortune and Pera or Bayong?!

It's unbelievable how these days passes by so quickly! Bah, you've heard that cliche a couple of times already. I thought that these summer days would be rather slow. Our dog Popper is depressed and sick. He lost appetite. It's been two days already. awww! Poof! I've got only a week left before school starts! I'd be so hectic again! LOL! I'm talking about it now? I'm taking this summer semester because I want to graduate soon! I don't mind if none of my friends would attend this semester.

Everyone has a choice.

Niether did I realize THAT would happen. Maybe it's only plain foolishness. That's why I took some time off. I needed space. Silence. I'm sorry if I didn't even utter a word while you were on the other side of the line. I simply chose to listen. Why is it that we do/did the same things that we do?! Do we have the same thoughts or feelings? It's impossible if we're twins or clones!

My friends think I'm crazy but it's bona fide.

Apology accepted.

Anyway, you must know, I'm thankful that that IT's over!

I once heard this, "A gift from the heart is the best gift of all!"

YOU're the best gift that I received...

The Sizzles

2005-06-14T19:20:00.000-07:00

HHHHHHHHHHHHHOT Summer!!!

Two Sundays left & I'll be back to school again!

BUT...

I can't stand this temperature omgosh! I wanna run to... da beach!!! Get soakin w-e-t! ohhh tanned up!?

this season is still heating up!! whew!! feels like I'm gonna melt away... cheesy stuff! have you ever seen any tearjerkin' soap operas? kinda like that y'all!!! itz all about the dramas huh?

find out on the next episode...

DO

2005-05-21T00:02:00.000-07:00

TAKE ME TO THE MOVIES!

that's it

2005-05-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

...hahaha! LO.L.

APRIL SPRUNG

2005-04-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

Habemus Papam! We have a new Pope! Benedict XVI, our 265th pope! the youth calls him "B16." cool huhh?

I know I knew I will know! it's been awhile since... but here I am once more! and all the blahs blahs blahs! our finals are just a week away, we must study all the chapters and the notes! the projects are due next week and I'm only halfway done uh oh! these are all essays, gosh! I'm thinking of becoming a professional writer too hmmm... God speed!!! for the past few weeks I have read, I truly recommend that everybody read these two books, "The Da Vinci Code" and "Boy Meets Girl." right now, I'm reading "Striptease" and "8 Preposterous Propositions."

talking about "it's been awhile," i finally spoke to you after such a long silence! even in just fifteen minutes, it seems like infinity! i'm being too wordy... because i missed you!

our bio class went to lost lakes last week! enjoyed it on a hot spring noon! we hardly found the lakes... ain't it ironic! ddduh... imagine being... carried over the rocks coz I can't! i nearly fell into a mud pit! thanks a lot guys! bah I forgot to put sunscreen on, so I was bronzed. still, I have a thing about nature tripping!

last april 17 someone became legal agewise, twenty one! who's she? no one else but Celine! that's right! the girl-next-door who had a great make-over! t'was a p.a.r.t.y!!! whooot! I hope you didn't mind if I wasn't able to get crunky. well, i'm on my meds that's a reasonable excuse... Joy ain't drink either! how innocent of us! dream angels... whoaaa Hana pshhh! slow down! the screams from Chel's room deafened me! now you have the complete set of Kill Bill! Whaaat?! Jon passed out after 8 shots of vodka?! got bbq? hey J what the heck were you trying to do on Brandywine? poor Lex & Patz... Pat from V-city holler back!! Chris where was the Alizae?! it got stolen...

it's almost the end of april and may is going to begin soon. I just can't wait for new true-to-life stories, not fairytales, to be unfolded... which I will tell you later! april fool's over... birthdays celebrated... another month will pass and I'm happy for you, her, him, and myself! thanks God!

so I love you this much...

iMu

2005-04-08T12:00:00.000-07:00

so YESTERDAY:

Eternal rest be upon Pope John Paul II...

22nd anniversary of our dearly beloved parents!

It's FRIDAY once more yet, it's a rainy day... shouldn't I be happytoday? uh huhhh... you, he or she and everyone else must be happy too! Let's all celebrate! Cheers!

tsktsktsk... I got a stiff neck! aaargh!? Is it because of too much going outta town again? Last weekend, my folks and I visited our relatives (for the most part, our Grandpa who's unwell right now). We also went to Belmont Beach @ Mission Bay - tis' the first time, ever since we ever stepped on US soil! Not sooo cool coz I didn't swim either! Twaz too chilly! Deng 'tis two piece! ahhh desperate swimmer! LOLXXX Or is it because of too much studying? NADA. Maybe it's just because of... oh well, I'd rather NOT say!? hush! It's no more than stress out of the blues...

I went to my Doc for a check up last Wednesday, and he advised poor lil me to get some more rest... Another 5-day holiday? LOL! I wish... if it weren't for this terrible stiff neck! mmmh it's been nearly a year that I haven't seen my doctor, y'all know? Ain't it surprising? Don't worry I might be back to school next week! I don't wanna miss those exams! I just hate it when I MISS something or even worse, someone... I know, I know, I know, "hate" is such a bad word but what I just uttered awhile ago is... TRUE!

I don't have anything else to say, even if these words have to be said a million times, but... I MISS YOU!

SO THEY SAY

2005-03-28T10:10:00.000-08:00

SHE says:

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
It's not because he pleases me
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
It's not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me if I fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we going to cross each others' path or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk to
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

Then, HE says...

HAPPY EASTER!

2005-03-27T21:17:00.000-08:00

SO HAPPY TOGETHER!

2005-03-24T12:00:00.000-08:00

WE chilled out in American Canyon this Spring Break!!! whooot! Whooot!

my tooth aches... owwwch!! coz of eating too much candies @ Jelly Belly FUN Factory!!! did U know... it takes about ten days to make those JB's??? as sum of my souvenirs: i got a red beanyz stuff toy, a pair of earrings & tons of JBs... so addictively S.W.E.E.T.

aaaargh!!? PACMAN lost.... coz of da cut or boxing gloves? *&^%$#@! Mahal pa rin kita hahahh...

Ooooh I wanna go back to Six Flags Marine World... It's playtime!? It's an Under the Sea adventure!! hmmm has anyone tried goin' home soakin wet?! we DID!!! Ooooh blessed rains!! juz timing too... it's rainy when we're gimmickin' but when we're @ home then it's sunny!? That Medussa & The Edge...sick rides!!! rainbow-ish birds... 5 of them swooped down on me but kinda groused me out coz 1 of these birds poOped on me eeeeekyrz!! yehh i'm just 1 Lucky gurl!!! 100s of wild animals... i was lost in a jungle in a length of time!? no wonder why it's called Jungle Adventure!!! Where's Tarzan Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh OMG! Shouka da killer whale & alongwith da dolphins too!! I LOVE these gentle creatures!!!

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY!!! I feel like... nagbabakasyon ako sa Silangan, lalo na sa Pilipinas! English translation: I'm having a vacation in the Orients, and above all in the Philippines... Why? F.O.O.D. We ate unique Thai & Vietnamese cuisines!! Those delicious Filipino delicacies... jewel in my eyes and tickles my tastebuds! Kare-kare (Tita Cely’s home cooking), BBQ, Pan de sal, Purefoods hotdog, fish & squid balls, siopao, siomai, goto Yakult, Pearl coolers (ube is #1!) These kinds of food are rare in Fresno! Because of only one reason, NONE. It's an AMAZING GRACE if my Dad will cook or there will be any Pinoy fiestas!! How I miss Jollibee, Goldilock's, Chow King, Max Chicken, Red Ribbon's and a whole lot more!!! Yes, I LOVE Pinoy dishes... Masarap!

Masaya basta't sama-sama TOGETHER!!!

I am so FINE

2005-03-18T13:43:00.000-08:00

Birthday beats to Ann and Mabel!!!

Did anyone got crunk yesterday? It's an Irish luck! GREEN DAY!

Uh huhh I was green...a lot! It's spilling till today! Ahhh! No pinching!?

then... SPRING BREAK!!!

Hey y'all! What's your plans? If you have any hmmm... To my homies Alex, Jhey & Celine, I'm really sorry we can't go swimming & watch movies this Saturday afternoon, I'm going outta town to San Jose... yaaay!!! I'm leaving Fresno later this afternoon. Don't worry coz I'll be back again... as if!? It's OK guys! Y'all see US in yellow polka dot bikinis one day... booohhhh in your greatest and wildest dreams! Congratulations! It's been 14 days for the other two new Love Doves! Pat & Jak, chillin wit y'all in a few hours! Lindy, I'm overjoyed to see you again! Kim, why aren't you coming again this week? When is the next schedule? Please call us when you're here. Bei, enjoy your stay! Have FUN everyone!

Everybody's doing or is done with their exams and other schoolwork or officework or housework!? Good for you! I haven't started my assignments and projects which I'm supposed to DO awhile ago but barely have enough time… I'm actually sneaking to Web-ing… shhh! Muahahahaha!! Oh, the idiosyncrasies of a break! Come on!!! Good luck to us!

Lately... yes, I've been busy! With who? SOMEONE of course! Maybe two or three or MULTI-plets nahhh just one really! I ain't pimpin'! Believe me. Why should I do that? Why would I do that? I could not because I only have one heart... So I only have one LOVE! YOU know who you are! I LOVE YOU! Daeng! I miss YOU again... this much or more than this... The spelling's right already. See! I'm too proud to tell all of them ever since and NOW!?! Don't be offended... Baliw...just duet errr DO IT!

I am so...

F...reaking
I...nsensitive
N...eurotic
E...motional

No matter what, I still LOVE Y.O.U.

THE CALLING

2005-03-08T22:16:00.000-08:00

I'm so grateful for the telephone... Thank you, Mr. Alexander Graham Bell!!!

WISHING ON A STAR

2005-02-26T09:30:00.000-08:00

to start the day with what i feel. i feel like a star right now... like i'm about to shoot off to somewhere i've never been... right into the mysterious! i'm not scared, frightened, anxious, crazy mad or whatever. i wish.... oh my, maybe i am. i'm still not sure yet. why? that's a difficult question.

please bear with me while i loose myself to... all of the biggest secrets and lies!

all smile!!!

E.v.o.L. VALENTINE

2005-02-15T10:30:00.000-08:00

and now 14th is over... twaz yesterday!?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

notice derz none of diz word belated?? coz derz stil E.v.o.L. 24/7... uh huhhh datz tru!! oh my... i caught da fLu... or might as weL da Luv Bug bit me... awww so i shud really b 100% happy!?

some ppL Luv da 14th!!! der some ppL dat... uhmm NVM... i'm careLez of wat they say... coz itz VALENTINE'S DAY!!! no one aint gna do anythn bout I.T.

y'aL wna know wer i get dem heart earrings? ask me... wut was i wearing & why??? errr da color... errr of my outfit (da outside/clothes on top/wtevrrr color only... datz y itz called OUTfit) ??? RED... itz da color of E.v.o.L. hahaha... juz spelled LOVE backwards...

i got lotza chocolates fo' my sweet tooth!!!

tnx U ppL!

u E.v.o.L. me...

i E.v.o.L. u too...

Cupid's arrows hits here too.

ON HEART'S DAY

2005-02-12T08:58:00.000-08:00

1.do you regret something right now?
nONE

2.why do you regret that thing/event?
....

3. did he hurt you?
not yet...

4. do you have a bf/gf?
i dunno what to say...

5. who would you spend your valentine's with?
HIM

6. what do you think of valentine's day?
a day of EvoL...

7. if you could be with someone on valentine's,who would it be?
uhmmm this is a reiterated question...

8. where would be the ultimate gimmick spot for valentine's if you are single?
Under the Sea ~.^ uhmmm movies...

9. where would be the ultimate romantic spot for valentine's if you have a
bf/gf?
@ the beach...

10. if your partner prepared a candlelit dinner for the two of you on an island, what would your reaction be?
"awww you're soooo sweet!!" *hugs&kisses*

11. what if your bf/gf didn't greet you on valentine's?
i'll cry... not talk to him anymore or... even break up with him grrr how forgetful could he be!! jkjkjk... i'll wait & see... if HE doesn't then... LOL

12. would you wear something pink or red on valentine's day?
i'll wear BOTH red & pink...

13. what if someone/let's say your ultimate crush, asked you out on valentine's day, movies and dinner in a resto, would you go with him/her?
hmmm it depends... just recall my answer to question#11...

14. what if an ex-bf/gf asked you out onvalentine's day? would you go with him/her?
uhmmm...

15. okay, okay... so you're going out on a date...where would you prefer going?
@ the beach...

16. why that place?
coz... i LOVE to swim... i wanna try skinny dippin' too ~.^

17.what would you like to tell to your someone or ex bf/gf?!
to SOMEONE: "I LOVE Y.O.U." [HE feels dat, but i'm just sayin it over & over again... HE knows I DO!]

to my X: "happy <333 day!"

FROM THE <333

2005-02-05T10:30:00.000-08:00

VALENTINE'S DAY countdown: 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.....

Birthday wishes to each & every February people!!

Meet The Fockers: FOCKERIZED me!!!!!

fffffine itz jst once n awyl i wll b ful of blahzzz & i'ma spill... forgive me!! 'm pretty CHAotic diz wk but found da tym to REAL-ax and...

jst a few conversations wit my "miz 'em" friendly ONEs---
1st peepz: i like *name* errr love... i jst duno wut 2 do!
my advice: awww come on!! U knw wat to do already!!! show sum L.O.V.E.
++++++++

2nd peepz: *name* changed after dat *event* if *name* aint der, wel *name* may nevr had da chance to *verb*... i really feel *verb*
my opinion: yehhh i noticed... ('m soree bout dat too) how i miz *name* *name* *name* *name* *name* *name* *name* !!! have i told *name* ++++++++

3rd peepz: 'm buyn a *thing*... but wch 1?!
my reaction: WTH?! 0.o
++++++++

my word: take care bebe boi.... i promise... only hot milk choco mch <333

++++++++

gta thank U fo' da lunch @ wendy's last thurs (U know hu U r) aftr lotza chxn nuggetz mke me wna fly hy (shake dat tailfeathr 2) grrrr da humpz r sooo ruff & i h8 dat coz ish gna crak humpty dumpty!! dem on da sidewys & ish awful!! i was jst wondering if... NVM... HE forgot to bring da game cube errr 3 cm & 9 cm cubes... gr8 work on da chopstix!! sum1 ELSE ish ready diz TIME aftr bein absent coz of DOTA-ing til 4am!! elevator's fixed & got on da 2nd level yey!! did u know der r 2 types of anger-ness: pitbull & cobra?? tell ME bout dat!! oooOooo exams r ovr uhmmm nearly coz i got 1 mor!! ish dat bio nex wk hehe... hafta complt da cell model bfo wed too (dat reminds me o my elem days hmmm) gez wut?! i aint evn finish haf da fwwkn paper yestrday coz da questions r incomplt sooo how 'm i sposd 2 do dat?? gime gime da xtra credz!!

hush lil secrets ++++++++ big secrets ++++++++ sooo i wus readn 1 of my gurlfrenz' blogs & wut caught my eyes ish dat LOVE STORY.... insanez wen sum1 has da same tale as i got... kynda... wen it comz 2 our monarchy of LOVE?! uhmm i aint sefish but tell me WHY?? ish dat coz itz da only way/feeling/wutevrumaycallit WE all interrelate 2 each othr???? ish der any mor explnations 2 diz?? i knw... i knw... ish jst getn 2 complicatd!!!!

PLEASE BE TRUE.

4Ws & H of LOVE

2005-02-04T18:20:00.000-08:00

1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart
racing? and your voice caught within your
chest?
it isn't love, it's like.

2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I
right?
it isn't love, it's lust

3. Are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isn't love, it's luck

4. Do you want them because you know
they're there?
it isn't love, it's loneliness

5. Are you there because it's what everyone
wants?
it isn't love, its loyalty

6. Do you stay for their confessions of love,
because you don't want to hurt them?
it isn't love, its pity

7. Are you there because they kissed you, or
held your hand?
it isn't love, it's lack of confidence

8. Do you belong to them because their sight
makes your heart skip a beat?
it isn't love, it's infatuation

9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the
one you think of?
it isn't love, it's a lie

10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite
things for their sake?
it isn't love, it's charity

11. Do you pardon their faults because you
care about them?
it isn't love, it's friendship

12. Do you accept their faults because it's part
of who they are?
then it's love

13. Do you cry for their pain, even when they're
strong?
then it's love

14. Do their eyes see your true heart, and
touch your soul so deeply, it hurts?
then it's love

15. Do you stay because a blinding
incomprehensible mix of pain, and elations
pulls you close and hold you?
then it's love

16. Are you attracted to others but stay with
them faithfully with no regrets?
then it's love

17. Would you give them your heart, your life,
your death?
then it's love

18. And always remember - love isn't one
sided!! - Both must love for LOVE to exist!

ASIAN COOLERS

2005-01-27T21:35:00.000-08:00

so... it's thursDAY!! yum green flava azn kewlrzzz fo' ONE dollar!! dat cheap huhh?! ssshiverin coz i was drippn wet wit dat =P uhhhm i was playin wit da straw WTH!!

rew rew REWind!!

TODAY a.m. startd out GREAT!! got into campus early-er than i expectd oooh how happy i was!? da bus rarely picks me up freakn on time!! now happy fo' sho!! i getz to review da bio tests... correctd sum $tup!d mistakes LOL!! one of 'em well i thot those wer DA authors but they weren't da ones mmm i gez i didn't read carefully... (-.-)

nearly 10 minz bfo' class one UNfortunate event happend... i saw dat lil but eyecatchn sign dat says OUT OF ORDER!! OMG!! i'm absent fo' diz class agn coz i couldn't go up da 2nd flr!? (>,<) *screamscreamscream* a precious hour wasted... nwy, i was readin books in da library abt da MARK OF CAIN & ADLERIAN THEORY oooh wOw!!

while eatin lunch on da hour break... ahh datz when i got wet wit da drink!! got drunk? LOL.. we saw this 2 white guys makin a mock fight!? wat was dat agn?? ish dat how they really DO it??

ALL da blahs of our lives how wonderful?! lose my breath!!

twaz FUN wit da bio lab!! SEE da microscopic foul-smellin onion & toothpickd-drawn cheek cells... DRAW it!?

exams r comn up NEXT WK!! we hafta STUDY fo' dat... REMEMBER!!

juz blue & orange all around (~.^)

Message: "A REAL GENTLEMAN & A PERFECT PARTNER"

2005-01-22T20:05:00.000-08:00

*Guys should ALWAYS send the girl home..Most of all GF...
*Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...
*Guys should NEVER make empty promises..The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep ur promise....
*Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl'sfeelings..
*Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of their buddies..
*Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..
*Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART these days..
*Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST ineverything...So that the Girl can learn from u.. Yet DONT be TOO Arrogant...
*Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..They tend to have MOOD SwIngs...
*Guys should learn how to SHOW moreAFFECTION to their Loved ones..
*Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..
*Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say "dunno.. or anything.." Girls like guyswho can make decisions.. whether it is whereto eat or go or do.. Bleahz~~
*Guys should Try to send their GF homefrom school or work if they have the time despitethe distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..
*Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy...in the things they do..
*Guys should learn to call and sms their GF anY time of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF the sense of SECURITY.. that's wat girls want from most of their BF...
*Guys should try to let their GF know where and wat their doing all the time.. SO should their Girl..
*Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much..SG is too small...Everyone would know that ur a JErk..Girls can gossip quite alot..
*Guys should learn to be more Passionate..
*Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and STRONGWILLED..
*Real Guys DO CRY.. they have feelings too..But don't CRY too Often...Coz its NOT very manly..Besides ya be known as a WIMP..
*Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..
*Guys should know their GF contactNumberS by Heart...
*Guys should never give excuses like` - SOrry I fell asleep..` - Sorry I was caught in a jam..` - Sorry my cp went Low..` - Opps.. I didn't know that..` - Oh i forgot...
*Guys should Never use phrases like- ur not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUSLY sheis..)- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met them )
*Guys should always TRY new things and learn to adapt..
*Guys should ALWAYS make a goodimpression on the Girl's Parents..
*Guys should know how to make their GF happy..
*Guys should be DARING to meet any of their GF's friends, relatives.. blah blah...
*Guys should never make their GF to beg for them to do this or that..
*Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..
*Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing..etc..
*Guys should NEVER FORCE their GF to do anything they dun want..
"Guys should show RESPECT.."
*Guys should always FEEL like a friend when guys r with their GF.. Girls like guys who can be their bestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..
*Guys should always talk to their GF about their made-decisions.. and ask how u feel about it..
*Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRLto tell them WAT THEY DID WRONG.. whenEVERYTHING was WRONG...
*Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!

Important keys to having a successfulrelationship.. LOVE, RESPECT, TRUST,UNDERSTANDING, CARE and a GOD-CENTERED.

~ alright... i dun hfta xplain y i postd da GUYdlines @ da top (o.O) wna let u knw 'm doin jez fine, ayt?? diz a shawty coz i stil hav my assigns 2 do: 3 tke hom exms!! (tnx God i breathd 1-2-3-4!! yo ima slap u hard coz u aint com hr!! hear dat!? ty 4 sleepn last nyt wyl i was stil talkn 2 u) no woriez... wat durr 2 wori bout?? nvm blah blah blah... (>.<)

birthday beatz: !!LYN!! !!ALEX!! !!PAPA!! !!RETY!! !!TITO PAUL!! !!JOY!! !!TITA TESSIE!! !!OTHERS!!

i miz.... someone's bro (~,~)

LEARN CHINESE

2005-01-18T16:52:00.000-08:00

Chinese names generally have 3 characters. The surname, which is usually 1 character, comes first. Next are one or two characters which are chosen by the parents (or the grandparents in traditional Chinese culture).

Surname (first character):

"RAN"

Given name (middle character):

"BAO"

treasure, jewel, precious, rare

Given name (last character):

"TIAN"
quiet, calm, tranquil, peaceful

Source: http://www.mandarintools.com/chinesename.html

GOT LEI'D

2005-01-17T13:20:00.000-08:00

just a week since spring 05 sem began... and i feel coz i guess, it only started hehehe... fine, i'll admit i like or (should i say love? iunno. that's insane! in a sense... you should know by now hahaha) all our four instructors this sem... they're sooo cool! they're funny! sure... they're "hot".. not! well, in a way... (what am I saying?!) oh oh oh! they're not that boring too! both of you guys, are lucky that we're classmates.. one of them is my lab mate @ bio 3! the other admitted he sleeps in econ class! wth!? my prediction: this will be one of the best semesters after all! it's just so frustrating that i'm always late coz of that bus damn it!! the 1st monday of school, the bus unexpectedly arrived on time, but then on the following days aaargh!? i remember being stucked in that elevator... oh no! i meant, not even getting on the second floor coz the elevator was broken (can't use the stairs either). hmmm.. that's a viable reason to skip a class! yes, i did! how disappointing!! how embarassing twaz!? i hope that wouldn't happen anymore. wish me luck. then, i was just letting time slip away by listening to this pianist playing & singing in the ms bldg. he's just sooo awesome that he made me cry... i was touched! by the way, it's mlk's day: a monday holiday!!

last saturday, [we] all went to the borromeo's housewarming & birthdays party (3 celebrants) @ yuba ct! it's a beautiful two-story home! twaz great seein the borromeos & the other qatar folks once again!! what a reunion!! [they're] comin here this march... on the second thought, we weren't goin to yuba coz my uncle wanted to visit us here, but that didn't happen... so, on that saturday a.m., my fam & with patz too (poor patz..they forgot abt him )... traveled for nearly 3 hours- not really realized that, while watchin shrek 2 (aka: "dude, where's my donkey?"), music trippin & then dozin off to sleep ... ate lunch & r-time @ burger king, somewhere in stockton (extra cups madness.. burps & farts!! ) there we were @ the borromeo's place... everyone looked kinda same or different... maybe coz i don't know them well... at least, i already know most of the others!? wanna play the game of chess? i wanted to but i didn't feel like it... sorry! better luck next time... anyway, watching them play was a bit of an experience... 'em'!! why you agent orange?! that's a secret... now hush! be quiet! how i miss 'em' now... rety why wouldn't you consider table-tennis a sport?! yes, i remembered that p.e. drill we had in psd when all you guys had to use pom-poms!! dee, take care of that sprain! omg!! paparazzis everywhere! we didn't know where to look at first! ain't that hard joy & hana?! too harrrrrd! 1-2 step wit alexis.. [we] only came back yesterday eve! lex... better stop snorin in our car.. jkjkjk!! stop complaining too! coz he forgot to bring his jacket that's why it's cold duhhh why did you sleep in the middle of j. chan's movie?! don't forget to get this book!? oh yeah! it's with you now. you'll need it. don't worry! it's my turn on the 2nd lab activity!! right after eating dinner @ the valencia's home, we watched our old-time faves: those childhood memories in psd & mps!! it's a one big laugh when we saw kid chris "pretending" to be a horse.. geedyup!! geedyup!! how many times did we rewind that? he shouldn't have taken the crown off & waved like a princess too!? yeah.. anyone noticed that most of the boys' hairstyles before were just like that little pale boy from the grudge? vs is truly never porn!! ain't their backs sooo uhmmm...we GOT LEI'D!!!

FROM FRESNO TO LONG BEACH AND SAN DIEGO, WITH LOVE

2005-01-06T15:00:00.000-08:00

Happy happy happy twothousandzero5ive! I'm back from our out-of-town, a special family gathering and the one-week holiday!

Dig this:

December 30, 2004
Leaving Fresno for the New Year...

Woke up at around 6:00 a.m. to get all set going to L.A. I’m so ecstatic to meet my Dad's youngest bro, his folks once more and our newest cousin, Myriel!! I was hoping that it's a pleasant day (crossed my fingers) unlike yesterday, we're delayed (coz of the weather conditions). Anyway, there were only rain showers, so my Dad decided we could still leave Fresno. Well, we planned a nine o' clock departure... we couldn't leave coz of the unforecasted heavy rain, but before we left, we had lunch at the Valencia's residence...Thanks for the wonderful meal! We left Fresno at around 1:00 p.m. We’re going for a four-hour a$%-kicking- leg- cramping roadtrip over CA-41 S.. CA-99 S.. I-5 S.. I-405 S.. I-710 S…

Ahoy there Long Beach, Los Angeles!! Oooh... Melissa’s eyes (^,^)

December 31, 2004
Here We Go San Diego – On New Year's Eve!

From Long Beach, then to San Diego! About two hours drive. Right after dinner, we were on the roads again. We visited our Dad's parents & the rest of our distant relatives - one big family! We’re so happy together! For our Noche Buena, we ate pancit sotanghon, menudo, fried tapa, pinapaitan, ginataang tilapia, ginataang langka, bicol express, atis, lansones & sinukmani! All of us enjoyed our one great feast…

It's New Year's Eve… simply, the last day of every year. I couldn't believe it! At one point, I was reflecting on the days that went by so silently, quickly & peacefully. I'm very grateful for each and every one who is, was & will always support, been there, keeping up with me. To my family - I'm dedicating my life & love. To all my best friends, friends, and acquaintances - through all the good times and the bad. To our Almighty God - for showering us with his heavenly grace. Thank you… Thank you... Thank you… I love you!

January 1, 2005
HAPPY 2005!

So, ring out the old, bring in the new… Don't forget to jump for joy! By the way, I have only one new year’s resolution in mind: Be happier.

Rise & shine at 10:30 in the morning. My eyes were kind of puffy... not that anyone could notice. I prayed to Him to bless the day. Oh, chilly-ness! I was awakened with the sounds of my young cousins & siblings playing in the hallways of our grandparents' home. As I walked outside the door, our Grandma kissed me for a happier New Year. Everyone of us, with smiles on our faces, started to greet each other! There goes one of our baby cousin, Gian's, smiles, another addition to our ever growing family!

By noon, everyone was busily preparing for Gian's Christening Party. There were those mixed but somewhat distinct aromas of delicious foods especially for the celebration! I could not forget how one of my aunts was cooking that atsara, macaroni salad & suman with coco jam! Of course, I was the taster! Llllucky me! There were many cooks & assistant cooks already, so they really didn’t need my help. At least, I volunteered, as a taster!? Some of us even watched the movie Dodge Ball on DVD, just hilarious! My bro, Eliza, Jessa & I babysitted Myriel & Gian, just listening to their cooing & see the babies slumber, makes us wanna go "Awww!"

Yes, it's certainly a wonderful start of the New Year!

January 2, 2005
Day of the Three Kings and Gian's Baptism

We heard the Sunday Mass at eleven o' clock in the morning. It was in Spanish. My grandma advised us that the latest mass was at that time, but the English mass began at 10:00 a.m. and the Spanish mass was at 11:30 a.m. (Taking the Intro to Spanish class last Fall semester somehow helped me understand the Gospel. I also loved the hymn that the choir sang at the end of the Mass, “"Feliz Navidad!")

We waited for a few minutes before the priest baptized our cousin. Gian looked so innocent & astoundingly quiet! He did not even uttered a whine! Someone told me that Gian likes water a lot, that's why.

Then, the festivity at our grandparents' home begins… Several folks attended Gian's Christening Party! There were plenty of the "low calories & cholesterol-free" food some of which are… salad greens, macaroni salad, BBQ's, pancit, caldereta, dinuguan, embutido, broasted chicken, lumpiang shanghai, sisig, laing or katnga, bicol express, atsara, rice; plus "sugar-free" sweets such as suman with coco jam, sinukmani, cassava cake, leche flan, cakes….

Wow!

January 3, 2005
Bye San Diego! Hello again Long Beach!

It’s saddening to say goodbye to anyone you wouldn’t see for awhile… but we just need to! We left San Diego before noontime & thought about going straight home to Fresno… my siblings & I persuaded our parents if we could still drop by Long Beach for a short time only. So, we did! Oh, how lucky we were! Guess what? If we headed home right away, we would be stranded at Grapevine, coz of that recent snowstorm! How awful ain't it?! Thank goodness we stopped at Long Beach!

January 4, 2005
Oh, Another Holiday?!

My dad called my sibs' schools and advised them, that my sibs are gonna be absent because of the blocked I-5. Everyone went back to the busy-ness of their lives. Uncle went back to work, including Aunty’s bro & their nephew too. (Talking about that… Oh forget it!?) While our cousins went back to school. All the ladies were in the house… with the babies too! It was rainy, so we couldn't go out yet. I enjoyed watching a part of the Sour Grapes movie… I fell asleep as I felt dizzy and with that stuffy head… I guess, I caught the flu, uh oh!!

Has anyone watched Eat Bulaga on the International Channel at 4:00p.m. (Pacific Time)?

January 5, 2005
On the 5-5-9

What a beautiful day! The skies cleared up. Now, it's time to back to Fresno, but we heard on the news that I-5 S reopened but might be closed at around two o’ clock in the afternoon, if there would be another blizzard… We just need to hurry up!? Let's go! Let's go!

A sigh of relief… when my Dad called the CHP! Good news: No more snow, So we just stayed there for a little longer, to rejoice!

At around eight in the evening we headed off to Fresno. We're going for about five-hours a$%-kicking- leg- cramping roadtrip over I-710 S.. I-405 S.. I-5 S.. (We saw the snow-capped mountains at Grapevine and Gorman; the side roads covered with thick white snow! It’s a Winter Wonderland!).. CA-99 S.. (We also stopped over at Bakersfield for a few minutes break!) CA-41 S...

Thanks to our new YUKON XL (model 2005 in midnight blue)!!!!!

Exactly at one o' clock in the morning, at last, "Home, Sweet Home..."

50 FIRSTS...

2004-12-29T11:55:00.000-08:00

1. name?
+ Charis
2. How old are you?
+ 10 + 10 + 1
3. Do you have any nickname?
+ beth, cha, chacha & betcha
4. When was your first love?
+ back in my elemantary days... remember THAT?!
5. First kiss?
+ HIM
6. How tall/short are you?
+ 5'4
7. How many ex gf/bf do u have?
+ as many as the stars in the heavens! sooo count them....
8. Sour, spicy or sweet?
+ awww... sweet!
9. What would u do when you are free?
+ CHAT... on da fone or onlyn... malln... bloggn... watch movies/tv... music trippn... sing (my heart out til all da glasses r shatterd) ... read...
10. Obsession
+ perfumes
11. Do you go to clubs?
+ yes, i do...
13.What are your favorite magazines
+ 17, Cosmo, Luckie...
14. Are you a drinker?
+ not really..
15. How much money will you bring when you are out?
+ twenty bucks
16. Car, diamond or money?
+ ALL of the above!
17. What cellphone are you using now?
+ Samsung SGH-X426
18. Coffeebean or starbucks?
+ STARbucks
19. Where do you stay?
+ @ HOME wit my fam
20. What are your favourite food?
+ Oriental, Italian & Meditterannean...
22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake?
+ CHOCOlate
23. Can you move your ears?
+ no
24. Do you dye your hair?
+ yes
25. What languages do you speak?
+ Tagalog, English, French & Spanish
26. How many phones in your house?
+ four
27. How many toilets??
+ three
28. When you are doing your business in the toilet what would you do?
+ ohhh.. please mind ur own beeswax!!
29. Do you swim?
+ i used to...
30. Do you gamble?
+ no... but i still wanna go to the Tablemountain Casino!
31. What is your favorite sports?
+ basketball
32. Love, techno or classical?
+ LoVe
33. What is your favourite drink?
+ Water
34. What is your temper?
+ hmmm.. I don't get annoyed easily...
35. What kind of person are you?
+ "I am who and what I am."
36. What would you wear when you go to bed?
+ of course, I never ever forget to wear my undyzzz!
37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up?
+ Pray to GOD
38. Do you eat breakfast?
+ yes, I do...
39. Favourite tv shows?
+ MTV, Comedy Central, Soaps, Animes...
40. Who do you want to meet?
+ U.S.H.E.R.
42. Where do you like to go?
+ North Pole
44. When is your birthday?
+ 29 Hulyo
45. Do you buy branded goods?
+ yes... (shhh! it's Victoria's Secret)
46. How many hours do you spend talking on the phone?
+ juz one min. jkjkjk... as long as it takes!?
48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them?
+ maybe..
49. Do you watch romantic movies?
+ yes, i really do...
50.Do u watch Filipino movie?
+ yes...

LET'S TALK ABOUT [MY] L.O.V.E.

2004-12-28T12:30:00.000-08:00

[MY] Love Style:

Sensible...
You're looking to fall in love with a lifetime companion—someone who'll share the good times and the bad.

You take love and commitment very seriously. To you, love is a partnership. It's an extreme form of friendship. Dating gives you a chance to learn what you like and don't like and who you would get along with best. However, once you know who you're looking for, it's a waste of time to pursue a relationship and risk falling in love with someone you know is incompatible.

The Sensible love style is the most practical and reasonable of the love styles. You don't expect love at first sight. Liking someone is a good start, and as comfort and closeness grow, love can emerge. Of course, Sensible lovers have to be prepared for the possibility that it may not work out that way. When we "fall in" love, we "fall away" from the routines and rules that define our day-to-day lives. It's this extraordinary emotion that motivates us to rearrange our lives and priorities to incorporate someone else. Paradoxically, it's the irrational part of love that helps us deal with all the pragmatic and logistical challenges of committing to someone.

Even after a passionate stretch, chances are your approach to love will return to a more Sensible style. Most lovers, regardless of how they start, evolve more into companions over time anyway. For now, your "style" of loving has these common features:

You want to share a very close bond with your partner. The past is the past, but you should be open and honest about your life now. If you love him, you'll want to know about his hopes and dreams and to do whatever you can to make them come true.

You're most likely to fall in love with a man who's independent by nature. He won't expect to merge his life with yours. Keeping separate friends, for example, will just give you more to talk about when you're together.

Like the song says, "If you want to know if he loves you so, it's in his kiss." You want passionate kisses and won't settle for anything less. The two of you will probably be instantly attracted to each other. Sexual chemistry isn't everything, but it's a great way to connect body and soul with your partner.

Both partners have to decide when they're ready to make a commitment and at what pace. Rushing into a commitment only adds to the pressure of forming a relationship. The two of you have to find the type and level of commitment that makes sense given your feelings and how long you've been together.

Idealists in Love
Your Idealist personality clashes in many ways with your Sensible love style. Idealists are typically romantics at heart, but you take a more pragmatic approach to love. This may have been an evolution for you. Once you've had your heart broken, a straightforward approach to love and compatibility can make a lot of sense.

Good and Bad Fits
It's important to be compatible not only in how much you love each other, but also the way the two of you love:

A woman who values Sensible love, for example, will be most happy with men who share the same approach or who have a Destined love style.
However, you'd probably be frustrated trying to connect with men who seek Spontaneous or Passionate love, because they're seeking a more casual relationship.

Source: YAHOO! PERSONALS

JUST ABOUT MY PERSONALITY

2004-12-28T12:00:00.000-08:00

Personality Type:

The Idealist
Opening the world to new possibilities

As an Idealist, your mission in life is to make the world a better place. You care about big ideas and big issues, but you're also dedicated to the lives of the people around you.

In many ways, you're the ideal friend or co-worker. You have great empathy skills. You give sound advice, but more importantly, you know when to just listen. At work, you're a natural facilitator, motivator, and energizer. You have a gift for promoting harmony and cooperation at work. In fact, few things bother you more than conflicts at work.

Your hopes and dreams are very important to you, so you take other people's dreams seriously, too. Your friends and family know they can come to you for a booster shot of support and optimism, whether it's for pursuing their dream job or dream man or woman.

Most people have goals and dreams, but you're more likely than most to actually achieve them. You have a clear idea of what you want in life. You anticipate and plan around obstacles, and you're a sharp problem solver. Plus, it's pretty darn hard to discourage you.

Idealists come in many varieties, from the academic to the pragmatic. You stand soundly in the middle. Only you know what you'll do with your gifts. Ultimately, whether you touch the world, your community, or simply your closest friends and family—it's Idealists like you that give us all the inspiration to dream and strive for something more.

What Sets You Apart?

You enjoy being around other people. Time spent with your friends and family energizes and strengthens you.
You have a sophisticated way about you. You're witty and savvy about how the world works.
You're overly modest at times and tend to sell yourself short.
You're a very stable and secure person.

Source: YAHOO! PERSONALS

SOMETHINGS

2004-12-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

... 2 days past Yuletide & the Christmas spirit is still lingering upon me! Well, it's not because the Christmas tree, lights & all the decors are simply bedazzling everyone... I feel bloated wit al the food THEY fed me hahah... Ohhh I 'm just waiting for the rest of my gifts hahah..

phhhls see my luckiest charm

I find this really entertaining too! hope U won't mind.. I know it's ayt ayt!! mwaxoxo...

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
biaaatchn around ~,^ yehaaaaa...
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I guess so...
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes... labyu Oneng, Mai & Kyte...
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no one in my fam so far =) tnx goodnez gracious!!
5. What countries did you visit?
in a land far far away....
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
trUst...
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
july 29 '04.... twaz my 21st bde & i *****
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
being at THEIR side no matter W.H.A.T.
9. What was your biggest failure?
procrastinating... @ times
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
...amnesia-c jkjkjk...
11. What was the best thing you bought?
THOSE red & pink *G*
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
beLOVEd ones
13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
no one!! i was sooo blessed..
14. Where did most of your money go?
uhmmm...
15 What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the GIFTS... that WE'll be TOGETHER again...
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
RAINBOW by South Border
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happiER
ii. thinner or fatter? thinNER
iii. richer or poorer? richER
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
trust...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being blinded in love...
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
wit' my FAMILY...
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
YES
23. How many one-night stands?
hahaha... 0 emc2
24. What was your favorite TV program?
MTV.. got more into music in mah life diz '04
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nahhhhhhhh
26. What was the best book you read?
Calculus o.O
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
AZN PRIDE
28. What did you want and get?
THAT
29. What did you want and not get?
haven't i told u already... i got erthn ryt HERE!!!
30. Favorite film of this year?
King Arthur... ooooo.. Ocean's 12.. w8.. Spiderman 2.. whoa!! The Grudge... ahhh!!
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
+ P.A.R.T.Y.
+ LEGALized on being 21!!
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
having FUN....
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
PiNK~elle
34. What kept you sane?
HIM
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Echo...Orlando Bloom.. and Andy Roddick [3 ayt?!]
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
War on Iraq
37. Who did you miss?
THEM
38. Who was the best new person you met?
EVERYone (including ME)... ppl DO change, U know...
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. "
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
*Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love & the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world It's because of you

DAY OF THE HOLY FAMILY

2004-12-26T18:55:00.000-08:00

Blessed be this day...

HOHOHO

2004-12-25T01:00:00.000-08:00

MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

GROWN UP CHRISTMAS LIST

2004-12-22T13:00:00.000-08:00

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies

Well I'm all grown up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifeful wish
My grown up Christmas List
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars will never start
And time will heal our hearts
Every man will have a friend
That right will always win
And love will never end
This is my grown up Christmas List

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven surely knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars will never start
And time will heal our hearts
Every man will have a friend
That right will always win
And love will never end
This is my grown up Christmas List

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars will never start
And time will heal our hearts
And everyone would have a friend
That right will always win
And love will never end, oh
This is my grown up Christmas List

This is the prayer that I will keep
This is my grown up Christmas list...

ON THE EIGHT DAY,,,

2004-12-17T10:30:00.000-08:00

I'm simply H.A.P.P.Y.

An "ELF's" eight duties:
1. Took the Finals
2. Sent Christmas cards
3. Christmas shopping
4. Gift wrapping
5. Christmas caroling
6.Wish everyone "Season's Greetings"
7.Have some hot cocoa with marshmallows and some Christmas cookies
8. Being patient but at the same time... delighted

CHRISTMAS is nearly here!!!!

I've been waiting...

This moment is right...

There's no better time...

I just want something to last...

So Let It Snow!!!

TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS

2004-12-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. Have you ever wondered about THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS?

What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church.

Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality, which the children could remember. The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. Two turtledoves were the Old and New Testaments. Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation. Seven swans a-swimming represented the sevenfold gifts of the Holy Spirit: Prophesy, Serving, Teaching, Exhortation, Contribution, Leadership, and Mercy. The eight maids a-milking were the eight beatitudes. Nine ladies dancing were the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit: Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control. The ten lords a-leaping were the Ten Commandments. The eleven pipers piping stood for the eleven faithful disciples. The twelve drummers drumming symbolized the twelve points of belief in The Apostles' Creed.

So there is your history for today. This knowledge was shared with me and I found it interesting and enlightening and now I know how that strange song became a Christmas Carol... so pass it on if you wish.

Advanced Merry Christmas to ALL!!!!

LAST CHRISTMAS

2004-12-11T10:59:00.000-08:00

Chorus
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year,
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Repeat

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
WellIt's been a year
It doesn't surprise(Happy Christmas)
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Chorus
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely onMe?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart.
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Chorus x2

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

NICE

2004-12-10T21:52:00.000-08:00

Why didn't YOU even bother to call back???

IMMACULATE CONCEPTION

2004-12-08T22:01:00.000-08:00

Oh! Pray for us Holy Mary, Mother of God....

Tis another rainy day!

Rain is good, ain't it?

This week: Exams!!!

Next week: F.I.N.A.L.S.

This morning while on the way to class, we went for a joyride around "Old Clovis"... Seems like I traveled in the era of Indians and Cowboys!? Yankee doodle yeeehaaa!!

On the PAP test... Oh my G! That Practical Accounting Problem test drove me loca!!!

Eveybody needs time... just a little bit more...

I still wonder....

FROSTBITE

2004-12-04T08:30:00.000-08:00

iiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttt iiiiiiiiiiiiisss rrreeeeeeeeeealllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyy cccccccccccccccccccoooooooooooooooollllllllllllllllllddddddddddd ooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttt ttttttttthhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrreeeeeeeee!!!

Been doing better... so far!

I still don't get it... I know maybe just a lil bit... But then, it's nearly CHRISTMAS and... Oh my G!!! What?! Twenty days....

THEY are blowing their 21st candles now! Why didn't YOU pick me up? It's only a thousand miles!? See... I promised you guys I'll be there!!! Happiest birthdays!!! I love YOU bestfriends!!!

It's the FINALS next week! I gotta be ready... I should review... No! I dont have that post-traumatic stress disorder!? All the best...

I just could not wait for the HOLIDAYS!!!

...better watch out... better not cry... better not pout coz I'm telling you WHY...

AT THE RIGHT TIME

2004-11-27T11:25:00.000-08:00

AnG PaGmaMahaL duMadaTinG sa
TaManG oRas At TamaNg paGkaKataOn..MinsaN
SiniSiSi Pa NatiN anG saRiLi NaTin KuNg
BaKiT NgaYon Mo LaNg NaLamaNg MahaL Mo
Sya..KunG aLam Mo LaNg..NgaYon Mo LanG
Yon NaLaMan Kasi EtO YunG TiNataWag
Na "RyT TyM"..SoMe ThiNk Of LoVe As PasT
TimE..FLinG At TrIp LaNg..YunG MaHaL Nya
NgayOn BuKas HiNdi Na, BoYfriENd Nya
NgaYon Pero TaNggaP Nya Na IsaNg aRaw
TaTawaGin Nya din Yung "EX".. MataGal Nga,inaAboT pa
Ng taOn pErO ILaNg taoN?? 1? 2? 3? Tapos
PaGnagKakaSawaAn na Sa MUkHa NagAAyaWaN
Na At MaY iBa NamaN Na NagTataGal LanG
ng TaoN daHiL naNghihiNayaNg sa
PinagsamaHan??! BaTa Pa MasYado aNg
ganoN magmahaL.. MaY iBa NaMaN Na
MasYadOng SeryoSo At SenSiTiBo Pag
DatIng Sa baGay Na yAn..YuNg TipO Ng TaoNg
haNdaNg iRisK aNg laHat..MagBigaY..MagParaYa..PaRa LaNg
DoN sa TaoNg maHaL Nya..MerOn PaNg Iba Dyan
Na PiniPigiLaN YunG naRaRaNdaMaN Nya KasI
HigH ScHoOL PaLaNg O Di Kaya TeEn AgER
PaLaNg,GuSto Nya KasIng MaGiNg siLa
NuNg taOng Yon Sa paNahoNg seryosoHan
Na..YunG SiGuraDo Na Sya Na Yung TaoNg Yon Nga
ang GuSto Nya makaSama PaNghaBanG
BuhaY..KumBaga "RyT TyM"..ThErE WaS
This QuOTaTioN SaYinG: "i dont care how many
lips u'vE kisd, i dont care how many women u've
embraced, i dont care how many ladies hear u
say u love dem, ol i care is d future not to be
u'r first but to be u'r last".. MaSaRap MagmaHaL
Sa TaOng MahAL ka Din..YunG feELiNg Nyo
SouLmaTe Kayo..Kaya Kung paRa Sayo Talaga
Yon.iLaNg taOn Man KayoNg Di MagKita..iLanG
TaO maN anG MahaLin Nya..GaaNo maN sya
KalaYo O MaraMi MaNg HadLanG.. MagKiKita
PaRiN KaYo KuNg taLagaNg paRa Kayo Sa
Isa't isa.. HinDi HinahaNap Yan..KusaNg
dumadating sa "RYT TYM"..

ON CHOICES

2004-11-27T09:45:00.000-08:00

in whatever choice that we make comes
consequences...

but sometimes, we can not choose because we
thought that both or maybe these choices are
equally important and good but think, what, who,
where do i need?

WANT can never outdone NEED...

it is indeed difficult to settle to one choice for it
may leave you asking, "What if I chose the other?"

it is not advisable to pressure yourself to choose
one NOW, unless the situation requires you to do
so. it must be thought more than a hundred times,
weighed a million times and prayed for a trillion
times...

Mostly God doesn't give immediate answers...
Often he lets us discover His plans by ourselves,
He is using different people to make you realize
what is worth living for your choice...

If just in case you can not wait or you still can't
figure out what is it that you should pick, then stop
for a moment, don't think about it even for a while...

For sometimes it is not you who chooses, but the
situation now... LET THE SITUATION CHOOSE
FOR YOU

baka mamya, what it chooses is the best pala for
you...

A FEW WORDS

2004-11-25T10:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

CHANCE

2004-11-20T19:30:00.000-08:00

These days passes by sooooo quickly!

Nov.25: Thanksgiving Day (5 days left)

I just can't wait!!!

But I'm having this headache now because...

I still got the flu!

I need to finish this Practical Accounting Problem and the other assignments that I wanna submit next week before the holiday so I could earn extra credits!

What else?

Oh yeahhhhh!?

That O.N.E.

STOP that pressure!

#1 Tip: Just BE YOURSELF!!!

SING.SONG

2004-11-18T23:45:00.000-08:00

COLOUR EVERYWHERE

US

2004-11-17T12:07:00.000-08:00

US
Originally uploaded by PINKELLE.

NOW

2004-11-16T22:30:00.000-08:00

Hey guys & dolls!! This is another one of my official blahs! Sorry, I was unable to blog IT. I know, I know, I know!? All of you miss/missed/missing the one-derful ME! I'm recovering from this FLU! That's been going around these days, so get that SHOT!? I think I had it since last week, during that foursome weekday holiday tsktsktsk Dont worry much, I'm just feeling much better. Yeah, I still could FEEL somehow. After being so numb.... My five senses are back to normal!!!

CRY

2004-11-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

I'll always remember* It was late afternoon* It lasted forever* And ended too soon* You were all by yourself* Staring up at a dark gray sky* I was changed* In places no one would find* All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)* It was then that I realized* That forever was in your eyes* The moment I saw you cry* The moment that I saw you cry* It was late in September* And I've seen you before (and you were)* You were always the cold one*But I was never that sure* You were all by yourself* Staring at a dark gray sky* I was changed* In places no one would find* All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)* It was then that I realized* That forever was in your eyes* The moment I saw you cry* I wanted to hold you* I wanted to make it go away* I wanted to know you* I wanted to make your everything, all right....* I'll always remember...* It was late afternoon...* In places no one would find...* In places no one would find* All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)* It was then that I realized* That forever was in your eyes* The moment I saw you cry*

DON'T

2004-11-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings when you're happy, give in to it. When you're not, live with it. Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better you might be surprised at the results. Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders. Don't ever feel threatened by the future, take life one day at a time. Don't ever feel guilty about the past what's done is done. Learn from any mistakes you might have made. Don't ever feel that you are alone there is always somebody there for you to reach out to. Don't ever forget that you can achieve so many of the things you can imagine.... It's not as hard as it seems. Don't ever stop loving don't ever stop believing, don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

FORTY-THREE FACTS

2004-11-13T08:47:00.000-08:00

1. Look at your zipper. See the initials YKK? It stands for Yoshida Kogyo Kabushibibaisha, the world's largest zipper manufacturer. 2. JVC means Victor Company of Japan 3. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 4. 40 percent of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 5. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 6. Chocolate kills dogs! True, chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog. 7. Ketchup was sold in the 1830's as a medicine. 8. Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand and draw with the other at the same time. 9. There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos. 10. Leonardo da Vinci invented scissors. Also, it took him 10 years to Paint Mona Lisa's lips. 11. Bruce Lee was so fast that they actually had to slow a film down so you could see his moves. That's the opposite of the norm. 12. By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand. 13. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. 14. The first owner of the Marlboro company died of lung cancer. 15. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined. 16. Marilyn Monroe had six toes on one foot. 17. Adolf Hitler's mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor. 18. "Stewardesses" is the longest word that can be typed with only the left hand. 19. To escape the grip of a crocodile's jaws, prick your fingers into its eyeballs. It will let you go instantly. 20. The most common name in the world is Mohammed. 21. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. 23. The "pound" (#) key on your keyboard is called an octothorp. 24. The only domestic animal not mentioned in the Bible is the cat. 25. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. 26. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. 27. "Dreamt" is the only word in the English language that ends in "mt". 28. It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. 29. European women didn't wear underwear until the 1900's. 30. We shed 40 pounds of skin a lifetime. 31. Yo-Yos were once used as weapons in the Philippines. 32. Coca-Cola can be used as car oil. 33. Mexico City sinks abut 10 inches a year. 34. Brains are more active sleeping than watching TV. 35. Blue is the favorite color of 80 percent of Americans. 36. When a person shakes their head from side to side, he is saying "yes" in Sri Lanka. 37. There are more chickens than people in the world. 38. It's against the law in Iceland to have a dog. 39. The thumbnail grows the slowest, and the middle nail grows the fastest. 40. The only word in the English Language with all vowels in reverse order is "subcontinental". 41. There are more telephones than people in Washington, D.C. 42. Beethoven poured ice water over his head before he composed. 43. In Pakistan, it's rude to show your feet.

WOMEN & APPLES

2004-11-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.YOU'RE A GOOD APPLE. SHARE THIS WITH OTHER WOMEN WHO ARE GOOD APPLES, EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE ALREADY BEEN PICKED.

M-AZING

2004-11-11T13:30:00.000-08:00

Is it a girl or a boy?
I know twaz a girl!
Exactly.
He's just so young now!
So young, so young now!
Does anyone know more than 50 words with that mono- prefix?
Please excuse me...
Please forgive me...
I got too high...
coz of too much M&Ms!
All day.
Everyday.

Wag dyan
May kiliti
Ako dyan
Pare, relaks ka lang!

But hey YOU must tell that VIP...
Even it's easy for me to say!
Can you hear me now?
Seriously.
No!
Don't stop!
Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!

11/11

2004-11-11T13:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VETERAN'S DAY!!!

REMEMBER

2004-11-10T10:28:00.000-08:00

BOYZ II MEN

Cuatro Estaciones de Soledad
(Spanish Version)

"Four Seasons Of Loneliness"

Extraсo

El tiempo

Que se fue

Y tu y yo

Y todo lo

Que el tiempo se llevo

Vacia

Mi vida

Si no estas

Pues siempre junto a ti

Esta mi corazon

Cuando una nueva ilusion

Quiero sentir

Nunca pasa nada

Pues yo solo pienso en ti

Es que tu mi tienes

En cadenas, en prison

Y tu aliento de amor

Me lo da cada estacion

Chorus:

Llega el invierno y con la nieve

Sobre la ciudad

Yo imagino un beso tuyo

En la navidad

Despues en primavera

Con las flores tengo yo

La esencia de tu piel

Luego me quema el sol

Como me quema tu calor

En un verano alla en la playa

Desnudanonos

Y en el otoсo caen las hojas

Cuando tu no estas

Ya nada es igual

No olvides

La noche

Que sin dudar

Juramos un amor

Que no tuviera final

Cada vez que pienso en todo

Lo que yo te di

Con la emocion el llanto

Cae sobre mi

Y es que tu me tienes

En cadenas, en prison

Y tu aliento de amor

Me lo da cada estacion

Bridge:

La soledad

Me va a matar

Te necesito aqui

Pues si tu me amas

Ya se apaga este dolor

Que con cada estacion

Esta aumentando en mi

Extraсo

El tiempo

Que se fue

ALL [SHE] WANTS FOR CHRISTMAS

2004-11-10T09:45:00.000-08:00

Just being naughty but nice...

Christmas 2004 : 44 days away!!!

mmhhhh please correct me if that's wrong...

Everybody wants something or someone...

Not just anything or anyone...

But that ONE!!!

SO, what do I wish for CHRISTMAS???

Santa, YOU know...

A QUOTE

2004-11-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

I know not what I appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have been only a boy playing on the seashore and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

-qtd. in D. Brenston, Memoirs of Isaac Newton

ROUTE 21

2004-11-06T09:26:00.000-08:00

Felt the warmth of the sun's rays
Less chance of rain these days
Nature drive through Sheperd St.
See the leaves of the trees?
Wild and colorful...

Called up one of my best friends
(From way back in the good old elementary days)
She wasn't there
Instead, I had a long conversation with her mother
I'm so glad that my bestfriend is feeling much better
Lord, keep her much stronger
I lift her upto you!

On turning twenty one...
It's fun
Though still feels like fifteen
Heard that from someone
So let's get the party started!

Out in the chilly night
Smeared black mascaras
(It wasn't waterproof!)
Everything's said and done
It's all right.

Ju-On
The first one
That's the original version of The Grudge
It's scarier too...

Got cake icing?

Thank you.

WELL WELL

2004-11-03T21:40:00.000-08:00

Well, well, what do I say

Looks like what goes around comes around

And everyone will have their final say

Sometime, someday

Looks like I only love God when the sun shines my way

Looks like I'm into divinity only when I can see its sweet, sweet rays

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out today

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out
Well, well, what do I say

I've never seen a bad day look quite this way

And well, well, what do I do

When all of my thoughts run right back to you

Looks like I meant to speak with logic,

but hon', the carnal always gets in the way

Well well, this fire was more funner than proper grammar anyway

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out today

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out

Then you get to the part where your heart just wants to die

Then you get to the part where your heart screams it just sighs

Then you get to the part where your heart knows it's a crime

So it flies like a bird, it's heard, it's heard, it's heard the word

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out today

I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say

Well, well, it's fine out
Today, today, today, today

Well, well, it's fine out

N.F.

A CUP OF TEA

2004-11-03T18:30:00.000-08:00

A cup of tea can improve the memory and help prevent ALZHEIMER'S disease. According to scientists, black and green brews fight enzymes that destroy chemical messengers in the brain. Green tea went a step further by battling a building block in proteins common in sufferers. It's effect lasted a week, while black tea a single day only. Now the Newcastle University team hope to develop a medicinal tea. They said, "It's exciting as tea is popular and inexpensive without side effects."

ONLY IN NOVEMBER

2004-11-03T18:15:00.000-08:00

Bush wins the US 2004 Election!

pitter patter pitter patter... splish! splash! Those raindrops keep fallin... It's MOTHER NATURE's special treat for all of us!

A blessed day...

Just a shoutout to all EVERYONE born this month: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

PAPERCUT

2004-11-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

IT IS ALL SUDDEN.

IT IS DEEP.

IT HURTS.

IT BLEEDS.

IT WILL HEAL IN TIME...

::P.A.P.E.R.C.U.T.::

R.I.P.

2004-11-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

May all the SOULS rest in peace. Amen.

Taste the BREAD OF THE DEAD... Yum!!

Trick or treating is for everyone, right?
I just love candies!
Dentists' advice: Too much sweets can cause cavities.

Many people whom I've known voted Kerry for PRESIDENT!
Time for a NEW one, huh?
I still can't vote, so I have no say.

Err... Afghanistan isn't in the MidEast because it is still part of ASIA.

SUMMER... Come back!
I wanna eat MY FAVE ice cream...
ROCKY ROAD [with nutty sprinkles, drizzled choco fudge, fluffy whipping cream & red cherries on top!!]
hmmm... How about trying some right now... in WINTER?!

HERO

2004-11-02T10:05:00.000-08:00

Mariah Carey
Music Box (1993)
Hero
- M. Carey - W. Afanasieff -

Hmm
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh oooh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Mhhh
That a hero lies in
You

SECRET GARDEN

2004-11-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

1st Ones...

LL Cool Greenz...

ELECTION DAY

2004-11-02T08:30:00.000-08:00

VOTE!

MATTHEW 5:3-14

2004-11-02T08:00:00.000-08:00

THE BEATITUDES

FOLLOW YOUR DREAM

2004-11-01T22:38:00.000-08:00

Trouble arrives in measures,
and we stack it up real high,
until we're convinced,
we have no reason to try.
If you feel defeated,
you're absolutely wrong,
for if you follow your dream,
you could never lose for long.
Ignore the minor set-backs
that pile up and trouble you,
or you will build a mountain,
out of the stones hurled at you.
The future holds great promise,
your destiny unknown,
but God is always helping,
and you're never alone.
Soar bravely toward your goal.
Let nothing darken the way.
You can change your tomorrow,
if you seek your dream today.

"Follow Your Dream,"
written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2000

TWENTY SIX

2004-11-01T17:38:00.000-08:00

Things that a PERFECT GUY would Do...

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching. 22. Sing, even if he can't. 23. Have a creative sense of humor. 24. Stare at you. 25. Call for no reason. 26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves YOU that much to quit it.

BEWITCHED

2004-11-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

GOD LOVES EVERYONE OF US!

Happy ALL SAINTS' DAY!

Just came home from the C's housewarming [party]! It's Halloween too, so I dressed up... a little bit *wink* Who's that BLONDE BOMBSHELL?! Trick or treating halfway round the block... THEY requested for me to sing so THEY could dance... dance... and dance!!! I can hardly talk right now...

FROZEN...

Oceans Apart...

Where were THEY?!

Is there any misunderstanding?

I guess there is...

BAKIT???

SPECIAL DEDICATION

2004-10-31T00:30:00.000-07:00

Eternal Flame
by Bangles
Album: Greatest Hits

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame
I believe it's meant to be, darlin'
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame
Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, ohhh..
(Instrumental)
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, ohhh..
Close your eyes, give me your hand,
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame x2
am i only dreaming
is this burning an eternal flame
Close your eyes, give me your hand (your hand), darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating (do you understand)
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming (dreaming)
Is this burning an eternal flame (aah)
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darlin' (oh ohh oh)
Do you feel my heart beating (do you understand)
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming (dreaming)
Is this burning an eternal flame (aah)

BOO!!!

2004-10-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

DIG A SPOOKTACULAR H.A.L.L.O.W.E.E.N.

TOTAL ECLIPSE

2004-10-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

Has anyone seen the full moon tonight?

I did.

Mesmerizing...

For the nth time, we were just the perfect combination. All in black & red. The GRUDGE's colors.... No, I don't have any grudge, but do you still have it?

What's in other people's minds: I don't know what THEY are upto... THEY just think what it seems, eventhough in reality, it's NOT....

I told you! I told you! I told you!

Altered the position.

That doesn't really matter. Don't worry... It's all good!

Sleep tight's kisses...

RIDE WITH ME

2004-10-28T09:55:00.001-07:00

By the way, I should've shown U the rest of these shots from the BIG Fresno Fair!

mmmh... I'd name this the shooting star... DAREDEVILS only allowed!

Octoberfest!

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE F.U.N.

2004-10-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

God's blessed day!

The TRIOS blended in with the greyish clouds and sky blues... ICY CooL!!!

LEAD singer: Kat!!

second VOICE: ME???

instruMENTAL player: [Do U really want me to SAY YOUR NAME?!]

Always keep in mind: "Whenever one is in the way... M.O.V.E." Got the 80's look today... "C.L." branded by Kat!! Dapat kumanta pala ako noh? Malay natin...

Whooopz! I nearly said who HE is!! I know HE is the G.U.Y. Sino pa kaya? My siz "banged" my head and hushed my [lips] before I got into class... Ouched! What's that for???

Yesterday: 100% humidity... very high!!!

WE had a good argument in that Spanish class! Doesn't the pronoun reflect on the noun? If it's singular or plural? WE were confused and so did the professor!! Anyway, all of us got extra credit!? I ran over... tsktsktsk... my poor lil black umbrella!! HE tore it apart!? Bye! Bye! Bye!

I love the color that HE wore last Monday... the new style?? HE was too hyper... coz of their brand new LANCER!! Congratz!! Can I take a joyride with you even if it ain't a BenZ?? Anywhere!!!

"Keep it in the positive direction."

"KAYA MO, BABY"

2004-10-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

Watched THE GRUDGE last night... I didn't make any noise! Calm... Giggled... Hummed... Hush... That's it.

WHAT am I saying???

Describe the movie in just ten simple adjectives: heart-racing... bloodcurdling... terrifying... menacing... eye popping... terrorizing... nerve wracking... wicked... creepy... scary...

THE GRUDGE freaked the #ell outta me!!! I thought it wouldn't but it did! Got shivers all throughout! Not accidental hypothermia or seizures! Never wanna see that face again... Better watch out for the long hairs that might creep up on you...

Ping! GREAT IDEA: I wanna be YOKO for HALLOWEEN!!! Let's see how'd I lose my jaw [using special effects]...

Oh please, could watch SCARY MOVIE Part [any number] I mean that funny movie next time?

Thanks for the jacket! I forgot to bring my blankie & my ear plugs [or cotton balls maybe]... I owe YOU sums of $ already. I know it's pay back time. May I charge my credit card? How do YOU want it? It's all upto YOU.

DO YOU HAVE A GRUDGE?

2004-10-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

"Once you're in it...

It will never let go..."

THE GRUDGE

BLACK & BLUE

2004-10-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

Heavy rains...started this week!! I got soakin' wet... errr my pants!?

Sunshine-y yesterday! I felt its warmth... Nothing more and nothing less...

deSIGNS!

Coming out of the rain...

PERFECT.

VIEWS: [FRESNO] FAIR CONCERTS - PART 2

2004-10-19T10:00:00.000-07:00

October 16 '04

Let's Go... TWISTA!!!

Ready or not... NINA SKY!!!

Oye! Mi Canto... NINA SKY!!!

MOVE YA BODY!!!

VIEWS: [FRESNO] FAIR CONCERTS - PART 1

2004-10-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

October 11 '04 :: Brian McKnight

From the start...

Goin' Soul-o...

One Last Cry...

INCREDIBLY TWISTED

2004-10-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

BEE!!! zzup last Saturday?! Don't start no *hit!! Whoopz!? I was at the second to the last days of the BIG Fresno Fair!! YOU told me that YOU will be there *teary eyed* Anyway, YOU missed this: the concert of TWISTA & NINA SKY... say who??? I just said TWISTA & NINA SKY!!! Finally, there they were!! TWISTA had that jersey with my fave numbers: 58!! Oh yeah! Daym remixes!! Overnite celebrities!! Letz Go!! Jooka!! So sexy!! Uh huh da way UR body move turns me on... What a throwback!! All the ladies had the energy and WE were even louder than the players... So ready or not here WE go!!! Move Ya Body!!!

Rainy Sunday... OUR church's campaign: One faith... one family... one future... Pizzas, buffalo wings, tacos, burrittos, ice creams "party" at the Aban's apartment!!! All of us even watched some of the videos - journey to the past in Doha, Qatar through Canada!? 1995 - 2001 plus 2 that's 2003!! [LMAO] Lil Em & Lil Pats danced M. Jackson's Thriller & Beat It!! [LMAO] Oh, was that me dancing Always?? X0 What about the kuya?? Everyone knows about ... Cheaters Keepers!! Where were the other tapes?! There goes another videoke night too!!! Eggs-xitingly F.U.N.

What a gloomy Monday!? With the shades of gray... puddles of mud... haziness... cloudy... unpredictable rains... I hate this kind of weather so much!! Makes me wanna cry, but I dunno why!! Oh, please don't ever rain on me again!? Hold it tight coz it's cold... it's cold... it's cold!!!

OKAY

2004-10-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

PINK is 100% pretty!

I created five stunning colorbowls and I brought one home!?

FOOD is a basic neccessity in life. Do the survey in less than an hour. Be still. Concentrate. Then, eat hopia-ube!!!

Remember the FIRSTS? Coz we were so young...

How many times should a person slap? So the other would feel the pain... I guess it's all upto the person, but never mind...

NOW... I'm doin good! Well, I think even better. Ain't U worry much about me... Please don't pull me back coz I've been there, done that. No offense.

Please define TRUST. I think I told YOU already... almost if not everything.

Erase and unwind.

REPEAT STEPS 1-2-3

2004-10-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

question: " I miss you... honey, where were YOU last nite? "

answer: BEE... we [my fam & I] were at BRIAN MCKNIGHT's concert last nite!!! I shouldn't couldn't wouldn't believe it... It's the very first time I saw BRIAN MCKNIGHT in person!!! His LOOKS... AURA... HUMOR...VOICE... So drop-dead GORGEOUS!!! Oh, we went to the F.Fair by 6:30 p.m. The concert started @ 7:30 p.m. in the Paul Paul Theater!? SEATS: A-ROW 2!! Yeah, I was hollerin like mmmmm... that's why my throat hurts right now, namamaos po ako kaya iinom muna po ako ng salabat... The first song awwww it was LEAN BACK!! uh huhhh... I meant the beat was LEAN BACK... DO THE ROCK AWAY!!! We all thought that Terror Squad would show up by surprise... Anyway, BRIAN MCKNIGHT sang ALL OF MY FAVES... most if not all... HEY SEXY! SHOULDA COULDA WOULDA! LET ME LOVE YOU! CRAZY LOVE! STAY OR LET IT GO! WHAT WE DO HERE... BRIAN MCKNIGHT even brought back some good oldies like N. Cole's UNFORGETTABLE and S. Wonder's OVERJOYED... Of course more of BRIAN MCKNIGHT's DO I EVER CROSS YOUR MIND? ONE LAST CRY... BACK AT ONE...

BRIAN MCKNIGHT talked about LOVE... everyone knows why/who/what/where/when/how??? Summarization: From the finest beginnings to having your one and only precious heart broken... Well, the mushiness must stop here... gotta move on!!!

BRIAN MCKNIGHT's "last" song right there: Hey shawty... it's your b-i-r-t-h-d-a-y! We're gonna sip Bacardi like it's your b-i-r-t-h-d-a-y!!!

BRIAN MCKNIGHT's new album GEMINI would be released on February 2005!

I wish YOU were there with ME...

WHATEVER

2004-10-10T20:08:00.000-07:00

Through The Fire
by Chaka Khan

I look in your eyes and I can see
We've loved so dangerously
You're not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun

When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS

Through the test of time

CHORUS

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT [Y] [O] [U]

2004-10-08T22:00:00.000-07:00

10. QUIET

9. APATHETIC

8. CONCEITED

7. DECEPTIVE

6. LISTLESS

5. IMPULSIVE

4. JUVENILE

3. STRESSOR

2. PLAYER

1. ********

QUESTIONS ABOUT LoVe...

2004-10-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

> Message:

1. Have you ever been in love?
> -YES> >
2. How do you know its love?
> YOU NEVER KNOW!>
3. What makes you fall in love?
>WHEN... I FALL IN LOVE> >
4. What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a bad > kisser?
> SLAP HIM!! XO KISS HIM MORE???> >
5. What turns you on (at 1st sight)?
> EYES... WINDOWS TO HIS SOUL!!> >
6. Are you the jealous type?
> I THINK SO...> >
7. Body or brains?
> BOTH ARE IMPORTANT> >
8. Does looks matter?
> NOT REALLY...> >
9. What turns you off?
> PLAYERS...> >
10. The perfect date?
> SUMMER LOVIN' @ THE SOUTHSIDE> >
11. What do you have that will make a person fall > for u?
> SWEETness>
12.Do you still believe in courtship?
> YES> >
13.Flowers or chocolates?
> FLOWERS & CHOCOLATES> >
14.Kiss on the first date?
> SURE > >
15.Sex on the first date?
> NEVER> >
16.What would you do if you find out that you're cheated on?
> BYE BYE> >
17.Have you ever cheated on someone?
> NEVER> >
18.Fling or long term relationship?
> LONG TERM> >
19.What do you think of kissing in public?
> SURE... NOT TOO MUCH PLEASE>
21.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a smoker?
> I'LL URGE HIM TO QUIT SMOKIN> >
22.Ever fell in love with a friend of the same > sex?
> NEVER > >
23. What would a girl/guy have to do to win your > heart?
> BE YOURSELF> >
24. What are the 5 qualities your dream guy/girl > should possess? >
1. HONEST >
2. LOVED TO BE LOVED >
3. UNDERSTANDING >
4. SWEET >
5. FUNNY>>
> 25. Will you like ur fren's gf/bf?
> NO...>

FLY: ON THE G-STRINGS

2004-10-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

It is still STOP THE HATE WEEK! Remember to "Love One Another..."

Just the other day: WE talked about all the infairness, plus all the -nesses with the fashionness, the shoeness, the bangsness, the shortness, the longness, the limpness, the colorness, the budgetness, the cuteness, the eyeness, the thinness, the chubbiness... Kawawa naman siya...

My babies are growing. One lucky green thumb or should I say more?! [thank YOU] It is very important to talk to plants, YOU know what I mean? It's a gardener's SECRET... Ouched! It hurts. I have these ugly bruises on my legs. *Sniff* *Sniff* *Sniff* Ran into a small accident in the past 24 hours. I'm just doin fine now so don't worry much. StarBURST: Sour is good but sweet is better and the best!

I took my exams earlier... one down & two more to go! By the way, wishin good luck to all exam-takers! "Oh where, oh where can <name> be?" SOMEONE asked. Yan ang bukangbibig. Sila na nga ba? uyyyyyy... Jerry!!! Tight rubber... toingy! toingy! toingy! toing! toing! Bweh buti nga!?

Oh well, I believe have only two choices just LET GO or KEEP. There is no "maybe." My counselor adviced: "Kung magmamahal ka 50 - 50 lang... dapat mahalin mo rin sarili mo... got that... kung mahal mo siya... dapat masaya ka rin pag masaya siya... minsan kasi nagiging selfish tayo... love and improve... "

Skies the limit! Dig it???

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! It's the FRESNO FAIR (started Oct. 6)! BIGger than ever! I wanna go there! Let's go there baby!

We'll see...

SWEETness added: Tingin sa left, tingin sa right... pag tatawid... pahinga muna bago maligo.... kain ka pag nagugutom ka ha...

POLKA DOTS

2004-10-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

birthDAY wishes to my loved one... CHRISTIAN!!!

Twaz a purr*fect Sunday, Monday... TODAY too!! Thanks God for all the blissfulness... everyone's gettin goodies =P

Somebody said that they're planning to transfer to Fresno State Univ... Oh, why not? When you're ready... I'm still here! Yes!!! It is the "Stop the Hate Week." So, "Love one another." Whoaaa! All black and blue, reminds me of [big laughs] SOMEONE nearly fell on me again??? I said nearly... O.K. puyat lang siguro yun o baka... Is it true? Anyhow, they moved to their apartment last Saturday, but they'll stay there for only 6 months. My friend description: "It's all white..." Don't worry coz then, they'll move out to Shetland!? Have U seen their fence? It's already fixed... whaaaaaaaaaaaat a barrier!? The first time...

too much is sooo much!!!

mwA...

HUGS & KISSES

2004-10-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

>sTaTement

if a kiSs iS the LanGuage oF Love, then we have a Lot t0 taLk ab0ut iT...

>meth0ds of Love

~kiSs oN the eaR------"i'm h0mY"
~kiSs 0N the cheek----"we're phRendz"
~kiSs oN the hAnd-----"i ad0re y0u"
~kiSs On the sh0uLder-----"i wAnT y0u"
~kiSs oN the LipS------------"i Love y0u"
~hoLdinG hAndS-----------"we cAn LeArn t0 Love eAch oTher"
~a wiNk-------------------"LeT's get iT oN"
~sLap oN the buTT----"wAtch ouT"
~pLaYing wiTh the eaR----"i cAn'T Live wiTh0ut y0u"
~hoLdiNg oN tiGht----"d0n'T LeT g0"
~LookiNg inTo eAch oTher's eYes-----"Let's geT r0maNtic"
~puLLinG haiR oN head----"teLL me y0u Love me"
~aRmS aRouNd the wAisT-----"i Love y0u s0 much t0 LeT g0"

>aDvice iF y0uR kiSSing s0meone, cLose y0uR eYes. iT's n0t nice t0 sTare...

LOVE STORIES: WHY DO I LOVE HIM?

2004-10-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

Why do I love Him? Tough question. I don't even know how or where to begin. I'm not sure if I could possibly find the right words to express what or how much I feel for Him, let alone explain why I love Him. I don't believe the English language has all the words I would need. Why do I love Him? I guess I just do. I love Him just because. I love Him just because that's the most natural and possible thing to do. I love Him. I love Him because He's the most incredible, wonderful, amazing and fantastic guy I have ever known in my entire life. I love Him because He's sweet, charming, smart, witty, and has a great sense of humor. I love Him because He's so cool He's hot. I love Him because He makes me smile. I love Him because He makes me laugh. I love Him because He makes me happy. I love Him because He's the one and only guy who has ever made it through my wall and seen right through my mask. I love Him because He accepts the real me, imperfections and all, and still appreciates me for who I am. I love Him for being my friend. I love Him because I could be whatever I want to be in front of Him. I love Him because we could talk about anything and everything under the sun. I love Him because I feel safe when I am with Him. I love Him because we are comfortable with each other. I love Him for giving me a helping hand when I had to pick myself up, but couldn't. I love Him for offering His shoulder for me to lean on to when I had to be strong, but wasn't. I love Him for telling me not to drink too much alcohol, then pretending to be mad at me when I did drink too much. I love Him for telling me not to stay up too late at night because it wasn't good for my health. I love Him for texting and sending me sweet and mushy messages. I love Him for those times when He would call or text me just when I was thinking of calling or texting Him, when I was feeling down, or when I was missing Him, like He has gone psychic all of a sudden. I love Him for the "kilig" moments we had. I love Him for always making me feel better, about myself and life in general. I love Him for making me feel special. I love Him for making me feel loved. But most of all, I love Him for making me feel. I love Him for making me realize that I am capable of feeling this way and this much for someone. I love Him for making me feel alive. So, why do I love Him? I love Him because He's all of these and more. So much more. I love Him because He's everything. He's everything... but mine.
~ANOnymous~

FRESH*YES

2004-10-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

"Dejemo estas fastamos y volvamos a buscar mejores y mas calificados aventuras"
- Miguel De Cervantes
Let's leave these ghosts and go in search of more dignified and substantial adventures.

One more... I truly believe Patience is a virtue... but THEY can't find it anymore in the vocabulary!!!

It is the f1rst of OCTOBER !!! A new month... a new day... a new hour.. a new minute... a new second... WE all start anew... YES!!! Whaaaaaaaaaaat a feeling?!!

I love the weather out there... sunny but not too hot nor too cold... just @ the 80s temps!! hmmm I'd rather stay out in the sun than in the shade... U know it gets too cool!? Unexpectedly surprised someone... THANKS for running from here to there!! U shouldn't have done that... crazy little thug!!

Ceramic Pot Making (free style) theory:
#Use a flat surface.
#Roll/throw/play with the dough for about 15 minutes.
# Make sure there's no airpockets or it will break easily.
#Pinch the sides.
#A bigger claydough is tougher than a smaller claydough.
#Be creative!
#Never be a perfectionist!
#Have fun!

njorkkk** I can't find my nose coz it ran away!? Please help me look for my nose hehehe... I also need my voice back asap or else... I can't sing @ the live concert!! More likely, I guess I got a strep throat XO sooooo stay away from no one else but me!! no kisses @ the moment hehehe... speakin' of kisses someone didn't even feel to have these not even one... ehemmm that's only Hershey's chocos!! Didn't I tell U that I love Hershey's hugs and kisses?! Make some more POPcorn please...

GOD SPEED!!! Comin' up is Stop the Hate Week... WE all know what to do!! Then, there's our other set of exams... U gonna miss me for a few days... see U soon!?

xzs: to ALL the Octoberians out there... wishin a happily happy happy happy BIRTHday!!!

OXYGEN

2004-09-29T20:00:00.000-07:00

I almost forgot... how it feels like... I never felt...itz juz meant for US to know...
ohhh forget it now!!!

hard to breathe...breathe...breathe...PLEASE help!?! 1-2-3 CPR!!!

nahhh I juz caught diz cold... soooo quickly!! a different & tougher strain heh??! dengggg!! headaches??? my head's spinnin...need 100% VitC's boosts...more H20 & chicken soup... fa de soul??? make me some... nooooooo!! i aint on a drug overdose!? not on dat illegal-nez!! screen me... I hafta get much betr b4 de exams start nex wk ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... biGGie had a lil surprise frm above... HE's very lucky!!! mi siz & kuya got de colds too... get well soon!! HE/SHE told me sumthn I really wudnt believe!!? hmmmmmmmmmm a SECRET... listen to de remixes... kinda sooooo tyt!!! aint U worry... i'll burn it!?

take care.

MOVE

2004-09-28T20:00:00.000-07:00

bit chilly!! get chillz...have chillz... wutsoevaa chillz!?

aftershock??! derz an earthquake here n our place @ around 10 am hittin six.zero @ de richter scale!! feel da earth move under ur feet?? WHO did?? coz i aint... THANKS GOD nothn terrible happened... hmmm haven't seen de web wiz @ noon & he juz disappeared wahhhhhh someone mizes u already... remember!? ahhhhh 15 mins. late!!? ohhhh merci beaucoup por la mcd's strawberry passion... none spilled unlike hehehehehe... sweet like honey frm de bees!! saw yellow shawty @ de lib tagal n ntin nde nagkitz ahhh =P eyy gez wut?? i got influenza-d!! *snif* ang bilis ko namn nahawa sau... *sniff* i need to get sum vitCs please.... peek-a-boo!!! now where was my boo?? USHER... errr aint find him anyhere!? paparazzi all over our spot again!! come on ride de train!! choo choo ride it!! spoken g*lengua!! =$ WE saw george bak frm de jungle!! H.E. defn: a snotty snotty snotty guy!! btw... U know hu U R!!! GGRGBG!!!

I told HER... everyone says... U r juz fine... u kinda look lyk juday errr jodi!!! taste da coleur of de rainbow!!! WHOEVER txtd me a day ago... I told u already... wut did I say??? peace of heaven...

JGETAGIGMGE...

ON A WISHING STAR

2004-09-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA A.J. & KUYA ERIC!!!

hi~lyts!!!

noticed any changes here... there... everywhere??? =P

HOT HOT HOT today!!? yesterday too but itz HOTTER now!! it shouldn't be... it seems wrong... i aint really get it... did i only ignore de signs ?! WHAAAAAAAAAT??? S.T.O.P.

haven't been to f.fair mall fa awyl... so WE went thurr... i bought ittybitty PiNK stuffz wit all de CRAZE hehehe wyl dem white shoes... saw EVERYONE but where was HE??? neither have i seen HIM since... [mayb i wore my shades or juz got blinded] X0

SHE sings her song... i know... i believe dat aint got any implications watsoevr... i aint rushin into ehemmm... eyyy mr. we'll see U on mardi or juz n 1 or 2 days frm now!? ohhhhhhhhh dat poor lil biGGie had [H][A] kawawa naman U... biGGie gonna help wit bros' assigns... BAIT!! aint color em bad!! KUYA shud get A on chem!! i finally found anothr KUYA... wUv U!!! take extra care of UR lil sis... aint ate [LMAO]

" Ang pangarap ko'y nagmula sayo + Sayong ganda ang puso'y di makalimot + Tuwing kapiling ka, tanging nadarama + Ang pagsilip ng bituin sa iyong mga mata + Ang saya nitong pag ibig+ Sana ay di na mag-iiba.... Dadalhin lang pala ng hangin ang pangarap ko... "

Give thanks. Share.

REAL

2004-09-24T18:30:00.000-07:00

"KAIBIGAN o KA-IBIGAN?" siya ba ay isang kaibigan lamang? o di mo lang napapansin na siya ay nagiging isang ka-IBIGan... pano kung NAHUHULOG ka na? at ayaw mo lang aminin? bakit naman..? dahil bang takot ka sa KATOTOHANAN na...NAHUHULOG ka na nga? dahil ba sa tingin mo "YOU'RE BETTER OFF AS FRIENDS?" yun ba talaga ang sigaw ng PUSO mo o yun lang ang PILIT ng isip mo? teka...pano mo nga ba malalaman na SIYA na nga? dahil bang siya yung NANDYAN pag malungkot ka? dahil siya ang may alam ng mga problema mo sa buhay at sa LOVE? teka...baka naman BESTFRIENDS lang talaga kayo... o baka naman siya nga yung NAKAKAPAGPASAYA sayo dahil... siya yung NAKAKAPAGPANGITI sayo... dahil...kahit INAYAW ka na ng lahat ng ginusto mo andyan parin siya, NAGPAPAKATANGA. siya na nga siguro kung ganon nga... alam mo yun? REJECT ka na nga, GINUSTO ka pa niya! higit pa dun...MINAHAL ka niya! pinaglaban ka..kahit na NILALABANAN mo... siyang MAHALIN bago mo i-rason yung LASPAG na linyang "eh, we're really better off as FRIENDS" tignan mo muna... MAHAL ka niya... tapos lagi mo nalang sinasabing "ang malas ko at WALANG nagmamahal sakin!" hello??nagpapakaMANHID ka lang siguro... mahal ka nga NIYA eh bahala ka... minsan lang dumadaan ang taong itinadhanang mamahalin ka ng buong PUSO... at buong PAGKATAO.. yung papakawalan ang LAHAT para sayo... maswerte ka nalang kung dumaan ulit siya sa harap mo. you know... it's called once in a lifetime for a reason. think long and hard. and you will see...SIYA NA NGA

mi fren fwdd diz to me... i juz wna share it wit EVERYONE!! i aint gonna translate dat paragraph to english... very lazy ryt now... too sorry non-Tagalog speakers!? do i hafta explain??? itz clear fa everyone too SEE... uhmmm mi day swoooshd by!! warm & nice outside... datz how i want it!! TNX GOD!! remember… HE is all around!!!

/P/R/E/T/T/Y/ gud buzness wit our plant sale diz a.m. & yesterday also!!

a few heavenly s7ven descriptions of TWIX: chocolatey...chewy...milky...mooey...caramel... sugary...sweety... coz datz biGGie's fave xoco!?

j'adore hershey's hugs & kisses....

EXPOSED

2004-09-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

Icon story

[aint U ignore dat link... must see!!!]

ooopx!!! been awyl since i left... did ANYONE miss m.e.???

FALL had started but itz surprisin coz s stil warm out here n central valley!! @ least not dat HOT!! coo 1!! dont u worry bout mi studyz... handlez it e-zly!! no probz honey... not really!!

today i b out der wit mi classmates selling... our plants!! i'm also takin horticulture diz sem... interesting!?

yesternite uhmmm who was HE really??? what if that person wan't really HIM all thru de other nites??? bee i couldn't SEE!!! h.e.l.p. "I don't know about y'all but I know about us... it's the only way we know how to rock." [LMAO]

yesterday & da rest of de past dayzz: @ noon HE helped me plant lotza seeds n my own secret garden!! see dem grow... MIRACLE-GRO!! TY biGGie!! even if HE aint do de math!? SHAGGY shhudv sang Slow Motion!? GROUPIE still have FUN together but where's de other one?! SOMEONE's looking fa U... TY siz fa LEAVING u.s. & fa de infos hmmmm... U juz slept n ur car!? [LMAO]

PLAY SAFE.

CONFESSIONS

2004-09-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

Artist : Usher feat. Alicia Keys

Album : Confessions re-release

Song : My Boo

Usher

There's always that one person that will always have your heart

You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start

Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see

Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys

I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Usher Verse

Do you remember girl, who was he one who gave you your first kiss

Cause I remember girl who was the one who said put your lips like this

Even before all the fame and people screaming your name

Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:

Usher

It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)

Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)

Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)

And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo
Alicia

Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine

And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)

And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)

And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo
Alicia Verse

Yes I remember boy, cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips

Yes I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

Even before all the fame and people screaming your name

I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:

Usher

It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)

Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)

Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)

And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Bridge

My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Chorus:

Usher

It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)

Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)

Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)

And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia

I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it'sthe only way we know how to rock (repeat)

MORE THAN WORDS

2004-09-19T15:30:00.000-07:00

be trustworthy.

nothin much to explain on those words written above!? NOW we can sense dat FALL season is jez nearby wit de coolness of de breeze alongwit de cloudy skies... but don't rain on me!! go away!!

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever
by Sonicflood

Album: Sonicflood, Sonicpraise

Over the mountains and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing
Of when your love came down
[Chorus]
I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
Over the mountains and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing
Of when your love came down
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Oh, I feel like dancing
This foolishness, I know
But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy
Like we're dancing now
[Chorus]
[Chorus]

R

2004-09-18T13:00:00.000-07:00

!!WARNING!! Restricted: “No one under the age of 16 may view this film unless accompanied by an adult (someone 16 or older).”

fwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwky FRI*nite!!? WE G*mXd [witout someone but i dno y!?] @ edward's, riverpark =P movies: de deadly undead Resident Evil:Apocalypse!! another $#^&* demonic EXORCIST: The Beginning!? Lord have mercy!! T-virus outbrk & even possessed ah non!! gOOsebumpz all over me X0 yahhhhhhhhhhh mi creepers' keepers!! aint dat only coz i froze to death too!! i just tried to "melt" myself... but i stilz frozen... how dare U!! nex time... will U remind me 2 bring mi jacket ayt?? haaaaaaaaaaaaa i nearly dropped on mi assET... then somebody wud also fall on me?! i wud bite U hard!! well uhmmmm luckily... not!! crazy... aint dat funny??? [LOLx amp] @ last i hitched a ride wit mi siz... gurLfwen letz cruise sometime!? WE can do it... NIKE!!! chyllerzzz @ THEIR place til two o' clock in de mornin!!! i repeat... 2:00 a.m. WE got lotza shotz... i meant de paparazzis were all over our spot... where we were in HER car!? i was de one hu took UR keys... ooopx naughty naughty me!! wut an anxiety treatment!? by de way, mi dearest kidz... promise me never ever watch scary movies @ midnite!? YOU will never know wutz under ur bed when itz dark!? rememeber J.A.P.A.N. [Just Always Pray At Night]...

finally finally finally... exams R over!! i have no comment... hehehe... now @ de Ratcliffe Stadium: BATTLE of de RAMS [football game between FCC vs. San Francisco] GO FCC RAMS!! GO!! GO!! GO!! GO!! de past two days went by too fast & too gOOd... hmmmmm i aint see HIM @ de campus!? WHY?? WE were just too busy... but nwy i know HE is/was/will be there/here/everywhere... THEY are @ peace now!! i'm joyful & i pray it will always stay dat way... THOSE were only "friendly gestures" ayt?? now dat blackmail?? AMG... i heard on de news dat there had been an earthquake in mi home country... twasn't dat severe... THANKS GOD (per!od)

flutterby kisses...

STRIPES

2004-09-15T20:00:00.000-07:00

breezy & warm... NICE!!! i'm HAPPY today... at least i aint mad @ anybody!!? i "flew" by my last exam [eyyyy i was sure of mi anss] but got there an hour L8R yahhhh [too] late,,, if not coz of my transpo agn!! rrrrr nevr mind... i understand!!!

am i thinkn... of some{thing/one}??? Why?? Who?? diz too much already... stop ME!! feelz like pOpn a bubble hehehe... aint U worry... diz juz de so-called human nature!?

THEY don't seem to be "enemies" anymore or letz assume n simpler terms THEY are "friends" again [crox mi fingerzzz]... enuf of dat $$$ issue pls pls pls!! i beg of U... wutevaaa?!

Best of LUCK to all of US... EXAM-TAKERS!!!

DRIVE ME CRAZY

2004-09-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

iz a coo weather today!! i like it! i like it!? i really really like it!! ahhhh love it!! THEY r HYPER-ererer!! shiverzzz on mi spine... i have no idea y!? tell me!? de other TWO even dared me to de max speed!! friday's ON!?

AMG i saw HIM today... stop ME!! when will this last?? do i like de way i feel?? stop ME!!

btw thank U fa $1.00 or elz... i ain't gna b home =(

Let's forgive and forget...

WTC

2004-09-11T13:00:00.000-07:00

Remembering 9/11...

terror... shock... panic... horror... fear... dread... trepidation... agony... fright... death... truth?????????

[.friDAY.] got "marooned" rrrrrrrr f.u.r.i.o.u.s. fyi i HATE bein stranded!? I waited fa 2 hours there and 1 & a half hrs here rrrrrrrr f.u.r.i.o.u.s. U wna stay out n de fwwwykn 100+ temp?! try it!! rrrrrrrr f.u.r.i.o.u.s.

[.friNITE.] wheelz r FUN!!! THEY played BSB while siz dyed mi hair... Thank YOU!! take $3.00 or leave $3.00!? aint U be sad?! pissed off?! ohhhh "$money$ is the root of all evil" as that sayin goes... no more wAr!? P.E.A.C.E.

mahal na mahal ko kayo!!!
translation in English: "I truly love ALL OF YOU"

A+

2004-09-09T20:00:00.000-07:00

yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh!! <-- take dat --> datz wat I got in 1 of my exams awhile ago!!

I truly love stargazers!!! ohhhh this one is a lily… “he” gave me a stargazer, esp. for me… for ME!! a variety named “Casablanca” TY Prof!? somebody else wanted to give me another but ONE is enough ayt??

do U remember… reminiscin de games we played... long time ago?? wut a journey to de past huhhh!? dat tres $$$ bucks issue too L.O.L.

here are two questions:

1. WHY do ppl think wen someone is silent… he/she is MAD?

2. which ONE of UR BESTFRIENDS would U rather “help,” if & only if they really DO need UR help, i.e. GENDERwise and/or TIMEwise?

If anyone knows da answers U know wat to do… don't ask me any QUESTIONS (bout my questions) coz i only need UR comment/s... please?!

piece of advice… I dare U not to say “Yo estoy muy caliente” to a 100% Spanish-speaker!!!

OUR BELOVED MOTHER MARY

2004-09-08T20:00:00.000-07:00

Aba Ginoong Maria,
Full of grace,
Le Seigneur est avec vous.
Bendita tú eres entre todas las mujeres,
At pinagpala rin naman ang anak mong si Hesus.
Holy Mary, mother of God,
Priez pour nous, pauvres pécheurs,ahora y en la hora de nuestra muerte.
Amen.

sEvEn-eLeVeN

2004-09-07T20:30:00.000-07:00

latest late last nite somebody blasted whooooopz!! eyyyy i'm officially a ZORPIAN!! well it's another blog of mine sooo check it out... if U wanna!! got some help from de web wiz coz i had an ittybitty problem... i had no idea how easy twaz!? i'm only H.U.M.AN. hehehe.... shalala i'm happy!! i like it i really really like it... my zorpia!!!

today... caliente de oye!! a hundred & two degrees fahrenheit!! ain't a holiday... i attended all my classes... i'm such a good girl!! AMG i saw H.I.M. again!! but WE aint got de chance to talk... why? coz NO TIME!? next time MAYBE... nwy i chilled with THEM!! *roar* THEY better STOP askin!! math wiz is still playin around wid #s. in his precalculus class... fine then!? share some will YOU??

[ YOUR sEcrEts are safe with ME ]

99 KiKaYS

2004-09-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

happy happy happy birthday...

bessy I.R.I.S!!!

itz LABOR DAY!!!

a better day & hoping fa more... yea!!

tho I was half awake & tired... tnk I got a "headache" or somthn lyk dat huhh...
who knows??
nwy yesternite de Fres-YES homegurlz...
spilled sum beanz...
stargazed on de starry starry sky...
a.k.a. karaoke queens @ MY PLACE!!

LET'S GET L.O.U.D!?
want more margaritas.... pointer * sistaz??
itz on de hauz!!
eyyy remmmbr someone's wish... L.A.I.D. 99-ers!!

my soul sista sang de h!tz jez fa ME:

On the Wings of Love...
Dreaming of You...
Weak...
Bakit Di Na Lang Totohanin...

ENOUGH!!!